comes timely

wanna say it to you, wanna say it .. but i can't. i am so unable to do this. i know that i can't lose something, because all had been breaking for a long long time. but it is so hard to see and hear that damn shit. why i am so damn scared for all things all over the world ? i think , i am a child. i need a lot of time to grow-up. and sometimes , i wish, i wish i were an angel. young and free. but I hope it's true that god doesn't come , if we wish, but he comes timely! ..